Thoughts of an ordinary woman with a extravagant Savior.

DYING TO SELF IS A PROCESS THAT WE MUST ADHERE TO

It is not by the knowledge of men but the power of God, so any of my thoughts of biblical ideals are nothing compared to a breath of Spirit-filled truth from the mouth of the Lord.

At times I’ll be honest I feel lost in a Whimsical field, in a place where I want to live life and desire good things but knowing that the world is ending at the same time gives me a sting.

I keep in remembrance “draw close to God and He will draw close to you” it’s been so long oh Lord since I’ve heard you loud and true. Our brothers and sisters are going through so much pains and I sit here and pray oh Lord what can I do? I am not a woman of influence, I am not rich in material things, I know the right things to say but without a heart change it means nothing and that is absolutely everything

, but I know it is nothing of myself for all my works are as filthy rags

O Lord may your breath of life flow in all those who call out your name

Say it now

“YESHUA , YESHUA”

Whatever language you prefer, the Lord knows that those that are his those that are truly seeking his Saving Grace but it is only by his love that we can even come to him and on that day be with him face to face

there’s only one savior call out his name now oh Lord help us to really gain fruit, and speak to one another to speak up and speak out this world is as dust flowing through a Galaxy fast and wide generation to generation they pass on by

Brothers and sisters Reach Out speak up Don’t Be Afraid oh, I need to be reminded of this so I speak it out in a Hymnal of notes nothing fancy but also nothing amiss

have mercy Lord for I have been distracted

I am tired and sometimes my thoughts are vain

Being of want the things that others take for granted

But at the same time noticing that the things I have been blessed with are not appreciated as they should.Praise to the Lord for he truly is good

I am hopeful at the same time all these childish fantasies ,the ones that I admire, the rest must die in the flames for to live is Christ and to die is truly gain

With this I honestly say I do not know what the future holds sometimes I wonder, sometimes I dream sometimes I like to look at the stars and hope for big things of Wonder , are you the same?

And the years go by, one after the other

When distress of things hoped that never arrived , I have to remind myself of true life of breath from within so with the grace of the Lord I stride On By

I remind myself sometimes by speaking out loud

“Eternity , Eternity, remember eternal life “

, forever is a big word and to grasp it no human mind could but as much as I can I think of it to keep me going trotting through asking Lord what can I do? A lesson learned no matter how many doors I try to open the all seeing closed shut in my face knowing that the Lord can only open the door it is a mystery to me but I suppose that’s how it is supposed to be

Truly Melody comes from the Thorns of life

We are making music, so at times we don’t notice the notes🎼 of life

“Eternity” What a word to gain, I’m not missing on its forever stride.

I must remember to breathe in, breathe out

“This too shall pass”

. keep Focus On Christ oh Lord you have been so good to me.

for those that are given much much is required , I’m not speaking of gold or silver, or paper influence

But of time🎆

remember that the devil is out to seek kill and destroy . part of that is distraction. A silent killer among The Children of Men.

Keep remembering and speaking out loud ” oh Lord may I no longer live but you that you live Within Me. “

may you all be blessed with eternal Bliss from the spirit forever, Ancient of days, the breath of life that the lion of Judah gifts.

I am tired, I am aging, but within that I pray and I am hopeful that I am growing , that no matter how much knowledge how much wisdom how much research one does, remember without love it is nothing at all. the love of Christ is the key that holds your life in his forever. It is nothing of yourself it is nothing of myself it is a gift from The Lord of hosts.

From the world’s view I am nobody I am nothing. nothing that anyone would look twice , but thanks be to God for sometimes it’s good to be undercover in this dark illusion that the world gives. to be a vessel of the Lord’s creation , it is better that I do not stand out and I not be noticed. For the Ancient of Days glory is to be achieved not by the wisdom of mortal men but the power of God through the ordinary

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